Early saturday morning one of my best girlfriends passed away. Im on such a roller coaster of emotions she was one of the funniest girls i know, so there are a ton of laughs thinking of all the crazy funny stories followed by bawling .
I have been nothing but excited for the wedding but now every time it comes up i dont even want to talk about it
. My mom is in mega get ready mood and i just want to scream.
I have a bridal shower this evening and im going to do my best to put on a happy face but i dont even want to go doesnt feel right.
Thanks for listening.