and I'm super bummed! She is one of my oldest friends! I'm so going to miss her, but I feel worse for her than I do myself because it means she doesn't get Christmas off to visit her family.
She is in residency program with the military that just started and isn't allowed leave during November, December or Jan. Bummer

I couldn't even imagine replacing her because she isn't a number, but my close friend. I have no respect for special snowflakes who try to replace them. So snowflakes, I know how it feel and it sucks, but I won't replace her and I will be sending her flowers similar to the bouquets and still send her a bm gift.