I've been planning for months now. Picking out my dress, jewelry, colors, table cloths, center pieces, bridesmaid dresses, food...you know the list. I have just been having a hard time getting support from my MOH. Basically everything I pick out (minus my dress) and get is "not a good decision".
My mother bought me some beautiful jewelry and the only response I got was "those don't go with your dress". *sigh* So then the doubts start to pour in. I second guess everything. I really rely on the professionals to help me but then I go home and look at what I have and start to think. Is she going to tell me this all sucks. I just need some support. She is great in every aspect (i.e. showers, bachlorette party) but it is killing me.
I don't know why I even bother. I was trying to have her look at wedding hairstyles and makeup with me and was told "I'm not that glamorous" so I should not do these looks. I just want to look pretty on my day. I'm more simple on a daily basis because I have no need to look "glamorous" and I know that. But my jewelry does look pretty fancy. There are no returns and now I feel like I am stuck with looking "normal" on my big day with fancy jewelry. Can't I look like the more glamorous version of myself on my big day? Just a little bit more not a ton, I want to look like myself. Thanks for listening. I think I'll go and cry now.