Every wedding rehearsal I've been a part of, the bride has been tense and snapping at people. I knew that since I was so laid back and chill, I wouldn't be that way. So, of course, I was tense and snapping at people. Everyone insists I have an opinion on every little detail I don't care about ("We just want to make sure it fits your vision!" If I'd had a parasol vision, I would have ordered them, not sat around for months secretly hoping you'd surprise me with them) and the things I DO care about they have to question over and over and throw out 50 different ideas of how we should do it instead of doing what I just said I wanted.
I've been late for everything for the past two days and nothing bothers me more than being late. Corralling 20 people everywhere you go is exhausting and frustrating.
My dress is so pretty and I can't wait to get it on. And all my accessories and jewelry. And SHOES! I haven't seen the whole outfit together yet!
I hate surprises. People that in daily life fully understand I hate surprises, seem to think that doesn't apply for weddings. But hey, even if I didn't want a rehearsal dinner slideshow, if you'd told me about it, I could have brought the cables we'd need to actually run it, so we didn't have to all sit around watching you try to make it work for 20 minutes (They never got it, we just all had to gather around my brother's laptop).
I can't even look at the sheet of paper I've written my vows on without crying. This will be intense to get through. And I have to go second! I'll already be a sobbing mess from HIS vows!
When I go to sleep next, I'll be married to the most wonderful man in the whole world.
(Alright, time for cup of coffee #2 before I attempt to get this day really started.)