Ok so I am a total routine person. Friday my niece was born ( well early Sat morning) so I was at the hospital all day. Then had a kids bday party on Saturday, and met with my photographer on Sunday. I ate HORRIBLY all weekend, and did no excercise. My youngest DD woke up early this morning with a fever and just wanted her mommy. So I did not work out Sat, Sun or Monday. I feel horrible, like all the work I have done thus far is all for nothing. This is something I have always struggled with, once the routine breaks, I just quit. I dont want to do this this time. My Fi gets mad that I am so hard on myself and always says "life happens". But this coming from the man who just has to think the word skinny and drops 20 lbs........sorry for the rant, just wanted to vent