Finally got to finishing my bouquet. Then opened the box my maternal grandmother said to open last.
It has 3 of her mother's suffrage pins, a ribbon Grandma made in the purple/white/yellow to go around, Grandma's charm from when she first voted, and a four way locket with pictures of Great Grandma, Grandma, Mom and me on our first election day. Then a charm from the states Grandma and I attended DNC in.
Don't mind me sniffling in the corner.
Re: Ok, I am going to bawl now....
Now all I need to do is figure out what to eat that day. Besides Tums and Ativan. Stupid anxiety. I know we have everything under control. We have contingencies built in. Everyone is looking forward to our wedding. But my stupid, rotten anxiety keeps poking me. Which is why I'm awake at 2:13 am when I need to be up by 7:30.
7 days, 16 hours and some 15 minutes left.