So last week I find out my bosses are retiring and closing the store. H will not find out if he's gotten into a PhD program til Feb/March and I will be out of a job by the end of January. This is the best job I've ever had, not because of the money but all the little details like not having to work nights or Sundays and bosses that will do things like buy you lunch at random.
And now, today. Ugh. My papaw was recently diagnosed with pancreatic cancer and just had his first chemo treatment. He was relatively pretty healthy just around a month ago. Yesterday morning all his vitals plummeted and he was taken to the hospital. This afternoon they called all the family in. My bosses immediately let me leave and about 2 hours after I got there his last sibling arrived and they turned off his IVs. I had never had to watch someone die before today. It sucked. I have been told not to come to work tomorrow. I might go anyway for the sake of keeping busy.