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Wedding Woes

Morning

This has made my morning:

It's sunny, but freaking cold today. 

DefConn is pretty much better.  DH is...OK.  He's entering in to Big Baby territory.  It's day 5 and he needs to buck up or call off work and spend a day in bed.  This in between going-to-work-but-being-useless-and-crabby at home shit is on my nerves. 


Re: Morning

  • We finally got SNOW! No more ice for now! Probably ice later this week, but for now -- snow!! The dogs are ecstatic. My husband has been working from home because the roads have been so shitty, so he'll probably help me wander out to sit in the snow for awhile so I can enjoy it with the dogs.

    I'm looking forward to the roads being a little more clear, but only because I want to sit in the car reclined while my mom runs errands. I need this baby to come asap or to get out of the house for at least a little while each day. I don't know how people survive bedrest.

  • I appreciate that my mom is here to help me with PF this week (she's on winter break and I had no child care for her during the day), but I'm ready to kill her.

    I haven't slept in days.

    I'm super crazy stressed. Between having to find a new babysitter, working full time, the move, and being 30 weeks pregnant I'm just wiped.

    H and I are in the midst of a HUGE fight. It's big time my fault but I really wish he could calm down and we could talk and work together on this. It all pertains to PF and the move. My research went wrong and we based him taking this job on said research. LUCKILY, while PF will go back into Early Intervention, she will not have to go back into a partial day program, like H thinks. It's complicated, I fucked up, he's livid, I'm livid at myself. It's just all kinds of bad.

  • I want to kiss the people at DC.  They straddle the county line, and schools on both sides are closed today.  But miraculously, DC was only on a two hour delay, and they had their school age program open, too.  We're supposed to get snow this afternoon (maybe), but not much, and then it's supposed to get ridiculously cold.  (Single digits, almost unheard of here.) 

    I love my kids.  I love them so much.  But when DD's school posted that they'd be closed again today, I had to take a moment.  It was good to have a snow day, and now it's good to get some work done in peace and quiet.  :) 
  • Our school system has steel ovaries and has not called a snow day yet this year, even the couple days over 50% of the area schools did call off. They only called for 2 hour delays.  

    Our last school system called snow days like crazy.  
  • Not sure how I feel today.

    Friend who I mentioned the other day having told her before she got married that she shouldn't do it...yeah not doing well.  It's hard for me to watch her struggle.  But I'm trying to do well, and be helpful without leading. 

    Besides that, having my own struggles, but it's okay---this struggle bus has good coffee.
  • @DixieNormous330 - are you OK?
    For the most part. It's just a very heaped on plate. If the babysitter situation wasn't happening on top of EVERYthing else it would be a little easier to manage.

    H and I managed to talk a little today and I feel better about that. There's just so much and it's all coming down to the wire. Especially with the baby.

    And baby is a whole other side of stress since PF's event happened someone between 28 and 30 weeks and I'm at 30 now. I'm very aware of movements and the like. I have an ultrasound next week.
  • Giant Hugs Dixie. 

    We were supposed to go to ILs today.  Got loaded in the van to make an attempt.  We got to the main road and I called to say we were going to need to reschedule.  I decided just to go to chickfila since we were loaded up.  That 15 minute drive took 40. 

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