So....we recently got engaged a few weeks ago, and we are leaning towards a wedding date close to the end of this year in November if all goes well. We are planning a small wedding, and I only want two maids. The "clear" choice for my Maid of Honor is my childhood friend. We've known each other literally since we were 5. We have daughters the same age now, and we've maintained contact and Been close off/on. BUT she's not a very involved person and has a bit of a chip on her shoulder because she's not been in a relationship in a very long time. She also recently got fired. I was almost nervous to tell her about my engagement.
The person that I would ask to be my bridesmaid is the exact opposite. Newly married, a super planner, very positive and available. The bridesmaid person has been sending me all these ideas for the wedding and wants to plan my engagement party without me even asking.
It's putting me in an awkward spot because I feel extremely obligated and almost like it would be wrong not to ask my long time, childhood friend to be my Maid of Honor. At the same time, a part of me wonders if the one that I'm planning on asking to be my bridesmaid is thinking I'm going to ask her to be it? It's just awkward.
Is it ok for a bridesmaid to be this involved and helpful? I've been a bridesmaid 3 times, and I was only super involved once because the bride was a bit of a nut. Also, I feel bad almost asking my long time friend to be the Maid of Honor with her being unemployed, but she's made it very clear that she expects to be.
My plan is to formally ask both ladies to be in the wedding later this month.
Any advice and guidance is appreciated.