I regret my wedding (not my marriage) While I was planning my wedding ... We didn't know then but we now know I was mentally ill. So the outcome of my wedding was way less than perfect. it haunts me I didn't get my perfect day because I was sick. so the outcome was disastrous. I'm much better now but I cant even think about wedding without becoming sad. What can I do to help this feeling
I didn't know I was sick. mental illness truly sucks My religion and my beliefs are you only take a vow once. So I cant do a vow renewal. I had gained so much weight now I'm back to a healthy size. I have yet look at my pictures because all I see is me being sick.
What Can I do?