I am happy to report that I am to the point where I honestly don't care anymore. As long as my FH and the pastor are there to marry us, I just don't care. But let me tell you what lead to that point.
My silly bridesmaids about drove me mad. Of all the things that you could be worried about with this wedding, they have drove me NUTS. If I could re-do anything so far, I would only have 1 attendant. They get on my nerves.
Long story short, my one BM thought she was running things and basically planned a bachelorette party that worked best for her, she totally disregarded my wishes or the schedules of the other BM's. I told her to scratch that plan and come up with something that worked better or just to cancel the whole thing. She hasn't spoken with me in two weeks. Also she was planning the shower, and it seems that she had decided to not do that know as well. You know what, I don't even care. I can see that we probably won't be friends (or at least the same kinda friends) after this is over.
One of my BM's just called to tell me that she hasn't gotten her dress and doesn't think that she will be able to afford it. We are 34 days before the wedding.
My last thing was I had my first RSVP snafu, someone decided to added on a guest.
Sigh.
I just don't care. I'm tired of being stressed. So I just focusing on the ceremony and being with my sweetie.
In other news... I found my shoes, the venue and DJ is paid for. The cake will be paid for by Tuesday. I am determined to focus on the good stuff, or I will go postal.
