So I'm a 10/13 bride...
I was hoping to have many more checks done already and last week I was so productive! ...only for my wedding/work balance to not be in check. Work seems to take over my life since I got my promotion in April and my boss is keeping adding to my responsibility (which is good because normally I THRIVE on challenges. Lately I've felt so tired and unmotivated in either wedding related areas OR work so I feel like I'm lacking in both areas.)
It doesn't help that FI hasn't been doing that great at his job and his pay checks have been lacking...it makes me feel extra pressure to make my bonuses higher! I feel like I'm snapping at him if he doesn't help out. Like lately he's been sitting reading a book. I LOVE reading, but by the time I get home/cook him dinner/take the dog out I have two hours to do anything before bed. When he keeps asking me why I'm not reading I want to snap and be like...I don't know how you have tons of free time when I don't have any!!
I talked to my dad and he just laughs and says I'm at the burn out stage (which is NOT constructive) Normally I am really helpful with my family (tons of younger siblings and tons of family drama) I feel like I'm letting them down by not being more active in their lives!
Even people who WALK too slow are starting to annoy me. Who has time to dilly dally? I think I need some serious list making. I have a super big meeting with my boss and her boss tomorrow...and I'm supposed to have questions for them? AH! I don't. I wish FI would make enough money so I could be a stay at home dog mom for the next month and a half!