On Friday the 16th, I went to try on dresses for the first time. I was worried. I am very self conscious about my body. I have gained A LOT of weight since I met my fiance.
When we met, I was a size 8 and now I am a size 18. I always feel funny when he calls me beautiful because I never feel like I am. When I went dress shopping, though, I felt more beautiful than I ever have in my life. I have had no doubts since then that he will think that I am the most beautiful girl in the world on our wedding day.
I am really excited after having found my dream dress, even though it is on clearance and probably will be gone by the time I can afford to buy it :-(
Anyway, I am happy to say that my weight is not going to ruin my wedding day or night for me!

This is a picture of me with my future mom-in-law.