All of my bridal party party is from out of town, my BFF from college is my matron of honor and 1500 miles away. My other two attendants are my younger brother and neice. Neither would throw a bridal shower even if they were close. I know it seems like i'm being greedy for wanting someone else to give me a shower, but really I just want the experience of it. Being the center of attention for an extra day and being all girly about stuff with a roomful of ladies. This is my first (hopefully only!) wedding and I am 33 years old. Neither of us need a lot of household items but we still want to be able to enjoy all the traditional festivities even though we are not the traditional couple age.
Am I wrong to want to be girly on this? Maybe i'm just venting, but I also feel like i'm missing out a bit.