My wedding will be in June 2015, I start medical school in July 2014
Living at home with my mother makes dieting very very difficult and FI and I kept postponing starting to work out. I was ok up until yesterday and the daybeore when I began feeling uncomfortable with myself. I am by no means fat. I am 5'9" and weight around 140. I have thyroid problems (Hashimoto's) and I used to be 118-125 all from 15-19 then college, stress, and thyroid made me go all the way up to 140. I has taken me a while to get used to this new weight, but it has never been optimal for me or comfortable.
Now that we have a wedding in sight I really want to look my best and feel happy with myself. It diesnt help that my grandma keeps telling me I am fat everytime she can. I understand she was used to me being super skinny but my thyroid problems prevent me from shedding the weight easily or completely. The lowest I have been to is 135.
Ideally I would be happy to be toned and 130-135. I need a lot of motivation, so FI and I are plannign on working out 3-4 times a week and buying groceries for us to keep at my house and eat healthy.
thoughts, advice, suggestions, comments are welcome!