I was supposed to get married in two months. I just cancelled my wedding last night. I am heart broken of course. I'm supposed to go to a family member's wedding in a month. I haven't RSVP'd yet. The RSVP is due next week. The thought of going to a wedding right now is overwhelming, but pretty much everything is overwhelming. It is my second cousin's wedding and I've been looking forward to going and celebrating with her, but I'm afraid it will be a little bit too much to handle. It is a wedding I will have to travel and stay over night to attend. Would you think it were rude if someone turned down your wedding invitation for this reason? I can't think clearly right now. I don't want to be rude but also imagine attending a wedding. I'm probably being a baby.