We are now into the 2014 Wedding Season and I'm already going to lose my mind. Many of my friends are getting married over the next few months and all of them have been engaged for a shorter amount of time.
I am so jealous. There, I said it. I want my wedding here now.
Everyone asks why we're having a long engagement. Especially when another couples wedding comes up in conversation. "Oh, haven't you been engaged longer? Why are you waiting?" I use to give a very diplomatic and graceful answer. Not anymore since I'm so sick of people asking. I now tell them the blunt truth. " I am a prissy b***h. I want a nice wedding but we're poor. So we have to wait so we can save to have the wedding that we want. I'm not going to go into debt like some other people do."
Jealousy does not look good on me. I feel guilty for feeling this way because I am happy for these couples. I wish them all the happiness in the world. I just can't help but feel a ping of jealousy.
Anyone else get this feeling?