I am so sick of wedding planning.
There, I said it. I am not an event planner. I never dreamed of what my wedding day would look like—I always just wanted to elope. When we got engaged, slowly but surely, pressure from other people led me to believe that I DID want a wedding and that planning would be fun. Now I feel completely burned out on aaaaallllll the little details, and I feel like I'm going crazy. Can anyone else relate?
People say, "oh but you've got all the big decisions made!" For me, the big decisions were easy. It's the little logistical details that get me. I feel like most people don't even realize how many details there are.
I feel like I want to quit the wedding and elope, but FI says that is not an option. And yet I feel like I'm doing this all on my own. If I ask him what he thinks about something, he'll just say "whatever you want…" which does not help at all. I can't make all the decisions on my own!
Anyway, just venting I guess. Thanks for listening.
(Edited headline for clarity… hahah)