For some reason, I have seriously just lost all interest in wedding planning right now. Maybe it's because I'm so busy, or maybe it's all the stuff with FMIL. Or maybe it's because I've really done everything that can be done at this point. Our invitiations go out next week, so I'm hoping maybe getting back some RSVPs will get me back in this.
Don't get me wrong, I still love and want to marry my FI, but I'm just a little blah-ed right now. I think it may also be work/school. I'm doing a lot at once, and I knew it was going to be tough, but I didn't know how tough!
I'm supposed to be at work by 2 and I have wanted to call out so badly.The weather is horrid today, perfect for snuggling by the fire (not that FI is here). I just want to sleep all day or be lazy and watch TV! I have NEVER been one to be like that, but for some reason it has just hit me. I'm also about to start my period.
So yeah, I have no clue what it is specifically making me feel this way, or maybe it's all of them. Not sure. Just wanted to vent. I'm really hoping it won't last, because I don't have the time!
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Re: Anyone Else in a Funk?
I seriously ought to clean house and get to the gym but I have zero motivation. At least I'm forcing myself to get our invitations addressed. I'm so self conscious because I don't think they look as good as what I've done for other people! But at least the job is getting done. And once I'm done addressing I can turn things over to fiance to stuff and stamp the envelopes so I can move on to other projects.
You have been working so hard lately that I completely see where this is coming from. When I was doing grad school and working full time, the last thing I wanted to do was think about the wedding because I had so much going on. Sometimes you deserve to have a day off but due to other things these rarely come around. Maybe you do need a day for urself, to stay in and be lazy.
Ps.- I'm also sure the weather is contributing.
IWe're all very excited and wedding planning has been consuming our minds for months and months!! It can start to wear you down after awhile and not be fun anymore. Especially when you have a lot going on like I know you do...
I have found that every once in awhile I need to drag my body out of the house and distract myself with a girls night or a date with my FI ( a night where I always vow not to talk about the wedding). It's a great way to reset and escape from the pressure. Don't worry that you aren't all smiles all the time, you've got a lot on your plate! The excitement will come back when your'e ready for it.
--April 2012--
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I think the RSVPs will help!