So since finding out i was pregnant i had mixed emotions... One being that i was super excited that i wasn't sick my first 6 months and hopefully things were gonna be ok this time around. Well that emotion was short lived because starting into my 7th week the sickness came with a vengeance. I haven't been able to keep much food or water down. Im hot, im cold, im hot and cold. Hormones are really rearing their ugly heads. I have been through my moments of dehydration (SN: WATER GAGS ME, AS MUCH AS I NEED IT I CANT TAKE IT) i can only drink sweet tea (ice cold) or brisk iced tea (again ice cold) and occasionally hot tea. Then certain foods OMG... I cant eat mashed potatoes, rice is getting on my nerves and i dont want it, the smell of food cooking makes me nauseous, certain smells of food makes me gag (smh). The lady i work with loves the office freezing cold, when im too cold guess what...YES i gag! UGGGHHHHH im sooo done with this and im only 9 weeks and some odd days smh.. Nowwwww the nurse at the Dr's office calls me yesterday and tells me my bloodwork came back positive for LUPUS.... WHOOA WAIT WHAT?????? I have never in my life heard that i had any lupus. Im like what is that? and what do you mean positive but borderline LORD help me.. I dont know what to do.. My hubby is trying his best not to worry himself crazy and so am i.. I go to my OB today and hopefully we can get some clarity on this, because im thinking did this just come on due to pregnancy like high blood pressure and things like that or is this something i will have forever.. AND how will this affect the baby...
I just need yall to pray for me please.. this is more than i can possibly bare...