Ok, I mentioned this in my Monday chat post, but I'm going to go BSC soon if I don't do something. There are two things that are going to drive me crazy in two totally different ways, so I'm just going to rant about them here.
First, BF's mother. I've always had some sort of problem with her, but now she's gone over the edge. She came back from Florida (where she lives now) last week for doctors appointments. Cool, whatever. One night while she was here, she point blank asked BF when he was breaking up with me. Literally "So, when are you breaking up with FoxandBunny?"
BF was very confused and asked what she was talking about. She repeated the question, adding that since she and I don't get along, he needs to break up with me because it's important that his GF and mother are buddy-buddy and obviously I'm not the right person for him because I don't spend hours every time I'm over with him talking to her.
This sent BF off into a tirade about how our relationship was none of her business and she didn't get to dictate it and she needed to shut up. This isn't the first time this has happened (when we started dating she tried to set him up on dates with other people, even right before she moved she asked if he was going to date anyone at his new workplace, ect) and I'm so pissed about it that I don't think I could talk to her confronting her about it. Luckily (or maybe not) BF waited until after she left to tell me about this.
On a lighter and unrelated note, BF and my 5th anniversary is Thursday, and my subconscious has somehow decided he is going to propose. This does not fit into our timeline at all. I'd be super happy if it did happen, but it's no big deal (despite some possible BSC one-second sadness) if it doesn't.
Seriously though, I've had multiple dreams about it at this point. It may be because a ton of my friends have recently become engaged. It is also partly because he asked if I had any clues about what he had gotten me as a gift and I guessed diamond earrings (which I would just about faint over) and he essentially said he had gotten me something better and more expensive. This could mean a ton of things, but of course, my mind went to a ring. I don't have time to be worrying about this! I have way to much school crap to do!
So, this freaking long post is just a rant about how I'm either going BSC mad over his mother or BSC over waiting. Please talk some sense into me, because I really need it.