Today is my youngest SD's birthday. Every year for as long as I can remember, we take her out to dinner to celebrate. This year, my oldest SD has been sick, but still wanted to go to dinner. So, I had to stay home. I got a cold three weeks ago and am still having complications from it. I couldn't put myself at risk, knowingly walking into a situation where someone is sick. I'm also worried about DH getting sick and passing it to me, as he did with the cold. But, I couldn't tell him to not see his kids (or maybe I could, but would that be fair?) I'm just SO tired of being sick and not being able to live a normal life.
To top off it, I still can't drink, so I can't even drown my sorrows in booze
