Did anyone at their one month mark think horrible things were going to happen on the wedding day? Or just start to have more anxiety?
I am your classic type A controller, a teacher at that so I am always over planned, pro-active about things...etc.
Not to mention the nightmares that wake me in the middle of the night(at first they were just small ones, like body image issues/not fitting in my dress, but now I am having bad dreams about the party limo, what on earth can go wrong with that??)
But all I can think about how nothing is going to work out the way I imagined it would. Maybe its because the bachelorette party was flop and the wedding day is another one of those highly anticipated scenerio's....You pay a lot of money and spend a lot of time to have this one day work out. I hear thinking about the postive is a better way to put it in good light.
My fiance tells me to relax but I am just sick to my stomach. I want it to be that Saturday now just to get on with life.
I sound like a downer, I am really excited to be married to a wonderful man, my best friend. But I guess this wedding day stuff isn't what its all cracked up to be. I have taken it off the pedestal it was on, and thinking about it more logically; its just party, etc. I guess I can't get over if something dumb goes wrong.
I enjoyed the planning aspect and would love to do it over again, now with more knowledge.
Sorry to sound so selfish and terrible, I just want to be married now.