So, this is going to be a long one. My aunts on my fathers side have been feuding for about 10 years now. Despite this both of them attended my sisters wedding 5 years ago. Since then their mutual brother, my uncle, died, which made the fight worse. Both aunts stole some things from his house, his lawyer lost the will. Basically everyone behaved like children but all attended the funeral and wake, 3 years ago.
My sisters second childs first birthday was 2 years ago and my father refused to attend because one of my aunts was there. He chose a side in the feud. I refuse to do so because I think they are both terrible people and I won't take part in their drama.
For fathers day, this year, my grandfather decided he wanted his daughter and son to make up. I am presuming this was for my sake but I was not involved in the discussion. They all live in Michigan and my FI and I live in Wisconsin. This led to my aunt to call my father three times in one day and then text him. He HATES texting and took none of her calls.
So he called me twice in the same day, which is weird. I am a professor, so I was teaching classes. He usually calls me twice a week to talk because out of his four children I am the only one that will discuss things with him, the other three put down the phone and let him talk to himself. My father is not a nice man. The last two times that I visited Michigan I asked him point blank, "do you want me to invite Aunt Krissy to the wedding" I did this once in front of my FI and once in front of my mother. I needed witnesses because he likes to change stories and say that people didn't do things to suit him and make him look good.
I called him back. He started going off about how my aunt has been bugging him and then goes into what he wants to bring up without saying it, "well I just told your mom how I won't need a tux for your wedding."
I said, "so your not coming".
He responded, "I didn't go to Kenzie's party."
"Those are not the same, a baby doesn't remember their party and they also get birthdays every year. I am not going to get married every year!" I was angry but not yelling.
He respeated, "I didn't go to Kenzie's party." Yes he never answers me because he sucks to talk to and then I got angry and hung up.
My mom called to explain why, and I said,"I don't want to hear it. I am getting married once and he doesn't care enough to come or tell me he is not comming! You both are behaving like children!' Then I hung up on her. For some context, I had just taught math for 8 hours straight in a building whose air conditioner doesn't work and the day before my parrot of 18 years had died, so yes I am very very emotional!
I called my father back and screamed at him that he could have prevented all of this if he would have just answered me when I asked if I should invite her. He responded with, "you never asked me that." He started to say more but I screamed,"ask mom she was there when I did it the second time!" He says, "I ain't asking her ***" I hang up again.
Then my brother called. My youngest brother lives with my parents because he has medical issues for the last 5 years that have made it hard for him to work, which really sucks for a 27 year-old independent man. He is in an impossible position, so him I don't hang up on but I warn him that I don't want to talk about this. He told me how they are forcing him to call and that he is sorry that this is happening to me. He was told that he had to convey that mom called aunt krissy and uninvited her to the wedding, while screaming at her. Really? I was irate, my wedding not yours, who gives you the right! I am paying for it! I haven't asked for your help and wasn't going to! I am covering someone else's classes to pay for this thing and you have that nerve! Arg! Everything difficult I have encountered in my life I have dealt with myself!
My poor brother finishes the call by trying to distract me with movies, music, literally anything to cheer me up. My nieces birthday is this weekend and I am coming home to make the cake and help my younger sister with the party, which they will be at!
I related all of this to my FI but he tries to just be supportive and say, "whatever you want to do I am fine with" or "lets elope", hes sweet and sensitive but not good under pressure. He has wanted to elope every time we hit a speed bump in the wedding planning.
I want an outsiders option because I feel like I can't trust any of them.Here are my options:
- Cancel the wedding. I will be out the cost of our deposits and my dress that I already paid for and can't return. I don't like this idea. My FI mother is old has cancer and three sons, this would likely be the only wedding she will get to go to. She is also more excited about it than I am. I specifically got a white dress just to make her happy. However, the idea of doing so makes me happy.
- Uninvite my fathers entire family, including him. I would keep my siblings and friends but my side would be almost empty. My mother wouldn't attend because my father is a control freak that assumes if he can't see her then she must be with another guy cheating on him. This would also put me under the 100 person minimum for our hall and I would need to find more guests some how.... anybody want to be nice and come to my Michigan wedding on 5/27/16? I find this option embarrassing since my FI family would wonder where they all are and I would not want to say.
- Give in and let my father have his way and uninvite my aunt, so he can hold it over my head till the day he dies or finds some other way to make me feel ashamed and embarrassed at my own wedding.
- Get married in secret and only invite my FI family and my siblings.