My wedding planning process has been relatively stress-free, until last week, when my grandpa's cancer took a turn for the worse. My grandpa has been one of my #1 fans from day 1... he's been to every big game, performance, graduation... everything important in my life, he's been there. I can't stand to lose him, and I feel guilty for being sad that this is happening right before my wedding. I never pictured this day without him. We're two weeks and two days out, and my grandpa will most likely pass before then. I feel such a rollercoaster of emotions... I'm happy that I'm getting married, but I'm sad that I'm losing one of my biggest supporters in my life. I'm not ready to lose him.