Dear Prudence,
My husband and I have been married 25 years, and have had trouble for a recent number of them. I tried explaining what I was concerned about; we went for a few visits to a marriage counselor but stopped after he admitted to me he wasn’t going to be truthful. As soon as I try and talk about something important, even something I don’t expect to be a big issue, he shuts down. All communication stops; he just leaves the room. And if I bring it up again, he is gone. If I do something he is not happy with, he gets angry (clenched fists and storms out) or shuts down and barely speaks to me for days. If we do have a conversation, the few words I do get are from him are “why can’t you accept it the way it is” and his saying he is doing the best he can. He has become a very unhappy, angry man. All joy is gone. We haven’t had sex in over a year, and that is due to the fact I can’t have sex with someone whom I have no emotional intimacy with and I don’t trust. And yet I am having trouble even writing the word divorce. I keep thinking, I married this guy! How did we get from there to here? And how do I make the change I need to make?