I need an outside opinion on a wedding dress. I have never been “typical” in my family of conservative, traditional loving people. When I got engaged over a year ago, I tried on “regular” wedding dresses and just didn’t feel anything special. My mom and sister want me to keep looking but now the wedding is less than a year- May 1st. We are getting married in Ireland for a destination wedding. I can’t stop thinking about a dress I found online. The issue is that I can only order online and while the designer is accommodating to changes (she will add sleeves and raise the neckline), I can’t actually try it on before I order it. Let me be clear, I LOVE this dress, I haven’t stopped obsessing about it for over a year, but I’m terrified it will look terrible, because of both my size and that it’s not a typical wedding dress. My mom and sister are supportive but I can kind of tell they don’t think it will look good, but they are also a lot more conservative and traditional than I am. I would love an outside opinion. I’ve posted pics here of both the dress and me last weekend while I was shopping for a girls weekend, as you can see I’m a lot bigger than the model is. Thoughts??