all you anxious brides, I need some reassurance.
I get incredibly anxious whenever I have to do anything
publicly, or am in a new/uncomfortable situation. My heart starts racing
incredibly fast, my hands sweat, my mouth gets dry and I have trouble speaking,
I will get nauseous, and feel like I need to use the bathroom...if you know
what I mean, and I get these red blotches all over my neck and chest. I am not
a person who can hide their nerves. I was in a friend's wedding as a bridesmaid
and they told us to smile as we walked down the aisle, I was so nervous I could
barely smile my mouth was shaking so much. I felt anxious the whole time I was
standing up there, and I wasn't even the bride! I saw a picture of myself
walking down the aisle afterward, and I looked absolutely horrified.
I am getting married next Saturday and the closer I get to the
wedding, the more I am experiencing these feelings, even at just the thought of
it. After sharing this with my doctor, they prescribed me Propranolol to try
prior to the wedding to see if it could help me. I've tried it twice now, prior
to public presentations, and it did not seem to help me.
Also, in an attempt to try anything and everything that might
help, I am going to a hypnotherapist on Monday. We'll see how that goes.
For all you brides who may have felt the same way prior to your
wedding, how did the actual day go?? How did you manage? I don't want to dread
my wedding and feel this way the day of, I want to enjoy it!