My mom passed away a year and a half ago and I don’t have a wedding party (we decided against it). I have close friends and ones whom I am getting custom outfits for since it’s a cultural wedding but nobody has offered to throw me a bridal shower. My MIL and SIL live in a different country, my best friend lives on the east coast and I’m in Texas. I wouldn’t expect her to leave her family to throw me a shower plus I couldn’t throw her one bc of the distance (another one of her friends hosted her shower). I have a really close friend but I know money is very tight for her so I can’t ask or expect her to do it. I was thinking of hosting my own and not accept or expect gifts. It would be more of a girls get together. Is it ok to do this? I plan on getting married once and don’t feel like missing out. We have cultural things that someone else hosts but I’m also thinking of doing those myself since I don’t have anyone to do it for me. Help!