Wedding Woes

LW, you're blaming the wrong person here and should leave her alone.

Dear Prudence,

Years ago, when I was 6, my father married a woman named Claire. He and my mom had joint custody of me and my siblings, meaning that for three days of the week, we were at their house. My dad was normally working, sometimes out of town, meaning we spent most of our time with Claire. She was very kind to us, cooking, cleaning, and playing with us. I considered her, if not a second mother, then a fun aunt-type. That’s why, two years into the marriage, it came as a shock when we learned Claire and my father were divorcing. She ended up letting her lawyer handle everything, quickly moving out of state once the divorce was finalized. We never saw or heard from her, and my dad refused to discuss why the divorce had happened. (To this day, he claims to have only been married to my mother, and doesn’t like talking about Claire.)

A week ago, I was going through Facebook and happened upon Claire’s page, learning she had remarried and had kids of her own. Curious, I reached out and asked about what had happened. When she finally responded, the things she told me were upsetting. It turns out, Claire had not been happily married to my dad, since he was primarily out of the house and left her to take care of us. Turns out, being a stepmom was like a chore for her, doing all those things out of obligation; she wanted her own, biological children. That was the last straw for their marriage. My dad didn’t desire more children and had even had a vasectomy he hadn’t told her about. She asked me about my siblings, but I haven’t responded yet. Honestly, I’m a little angry. All those warm, happy memories I had of Claire are now tainted by the fact that she looks back on those same ones with regret and disdain. Should I tell her I’m upset? Or should I just move on without a word? I don’t get the feeling she wants a relationship, even a perfunctory one, since it took her nearly two months to respond.

— Left Behind Stepdaughter

Re: LW, you're blaming the wrong person here and should leave her alone.

  • Claire treated you well and did her best. Your father lied to her about a vasectomy and left her to do all the care for you. Absolutely it’s upsetting but lashing out a Claire won’t help. 
  • LW says she found the page a week ago and then it took Claire 2 months to respond?

    I hate to head tilt about LW, b/c it sounds like this really bothers her, but the woman up and disappeared and her father won't talk about it.  Did she really think there was some sort of happy ending to be had in talking to Claire?  LW opened what sounds like some trauma for Claire and is now being awfully selfish in her response to all of it.

    Leave her alone, LW.  You tried, you were rebuffed.  You are allowed to maintain your happy memories, just with a kernel of truth about your father, not Claire, now.
  • All of the above. 

    Furthermore, there is nothing that will build resentment faster than taking care of kids alone that are not your own and having very little say in raising of said kids. You're an unpaid, and typically completely unappreciated, babysitter.  This isn't uncommon in blended family situations, unfortunately. 

    And then he cut off her ability to have the opportunity to have her own kids with him.  Good on her for realizing her worth and getting out. 

    It sucks that LW was affected by all of this, but the dynamic was set by their dad.  Also, this truly was adult shit that LW couldn't possibly understand as a kid.  And LW, you've learned not to poke a bear if you don't want to run the risk of getting swiped at. 
  • Exactly, @short+sassy.  LW should be grateful that they have the positive memories of Claire because it means that she could set aside the stress and resentment she was feeling in order to make it seem as normal/healthy as possible for LW and their siblings.  She's a bigger person than a lot of people (including me). 
  • LW, you may not have understood the dynamics between Claire and your father as a child, but as an adult you clearly remember that your dad was typically out of town and time in your dad's custody was primarily spent with Claire alone. How did it never register to your adult self how terribly unfair that must have been to Claire? 

    Grow some empathy and try again. 
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