Ugh, my depression has come roaring back. I'm trying not to be mean to myself about it; there's plenty of shit going on that I don't need to add to my own hurt.
I have a friend who lives down the road from me who has a private rooftop patio. He's invited a few friends over to drink wine and eat this evening, so that'll be fun. Sunday I'm roadtripping with my friend, N. N is running for our state's bearded queen pageant, so we are going to go see another state's pageant, to kinda see what the system is looking for. I'm not familiar with bearded drag at all, so this will be a fun learning experience. Tulsa is also going to be there and he's suddenly been chatting me up. He's such a sweetheart, but I am not in the mood. We are staying at a resort though, 2 pools, a club in the hotel, and loads of other amenities and it's specifically for the queer community. Now, this might be super fun for me or it might end up being me with a load of gay men....again. Coming home on Monday.
Nothing much else. I have a movie I want to watch this weekend and that's about it.