Wedding Woes

Stop beating yourself up for doing what you needed to.

Dear Prudence,

My husband is from a traditional culture. Women and men have separate roles and men support the family, or it’s a huge source of shame. I kept distance from his parents because I saw the ways they ran roughshod all over his siblings’ marriages with these values. When we got engaged, we promised each other at his request to keep his family from meddling in our marriage. We moved three hours away to help with this and for a long time, it was great.

In 2020, he was a COVID layoff. My job had a pay cut, but I was still working full time while managing remote school for our three kids. He wasn’t working, wasn’t parenting, was just there. By late 2021, the job market for his field was the hottest it’s ever been. He was barely applying and said he wasn’t ready to work again. We were broke, and he still refused to get any type of health screening. I felt trapped. I consulted a divorce attorney, who told me my chances for a fair split with child support were DOA if he wasn’t working. So I quietly worked the family grapevine to make sure his parents knew he was unemployed, turning down job offers, and that I was worried about supporting our kids on my income alone.

They were instantly on him. I felt so guilty but so relieved: They drove out to our place for a surprise visit where his dad lit into him about work. He told him to either take the job or come work for his oldest brother. His mom brought lots of food and lots of passive aggression. He took the job, and after he started, he got a depression screening. The combination of a work routine, therapy, and low dose SSRIs brought him back as a loving husband and involved dad. But I know he’s still working to shore up boundaries with his parents who took the incident as a reason to be in his business constantly. I feel so guilty for breaking his trust, but it saved our marriage. How do I live with this?

—Broken Promise Wife

Re: Stop beating yourself up for doing what you needed to.

  • Sometimes you have go back on a promise when it was made based on your state at the time. 

    It's not fair to you or your family to say that you did something wrong when the likelihood of a good outcome today without your meddling would have been worse.

    The bigger issue is that your H needs to see that their surprise was needed. 
  • ei34ei34 member
    Knottie Warrior 2500 Comments 500 Love Its 5 Answers
    I wouldn’t lose sleep over this. LW’s H needed a jolt. His behavior wasn’t sustainable.
  • Sounds like the problem got solved.  He's the one who should feel guilty.  Not the OP.
    Wedding Countdown Ticker
  • The alternative life here isn’t one where you kept his family out and he turned things around, the alternative was you separate and split up the family. You did what you needed to and it worked. I’d be sleeping fine. 
  • Oof. I don't know about this one. The H was being lazy and not a partner, but this feels like going behind his back and a betrayal of how they'd agreed they wanted to manage their marriage. 

    This is probably something I'd want to come clean about in couple's counseling. It sounds like he's managing his depression now, but I'm guessing the relationship and connection is not as solid as she suggests if getting a job and some antidepressants suddenly makes the marriage "all better." 
  • Oof. I don't know about this one. The H was being lazy and not a partner, but this feels like going behind his back and a betrayal of how they'd agreed they wanted to manage their marriage. 

    This is probably something I'd want to come clean about in couple's counseling. It sounds like he's managing his depression now, but I'm guessing the relationship and connection is not as solid as she suggests if getting a job and some antidepressants suddenly makes the marriage "all better." 
    Yeah, this is where I'm at. Honestly this might be a lose-lose situation depending on how he reacts when he inevitably finds out. 


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