Welp, I opened up my email this morning and into fires. I'm really pissed about one of them and pushed it to my attorney. The other one, IDK what to do about and my supervisor is gone this morning. They gave all the assistants access to the office VM with transcribed statements. There are almost 1800 emails in here. I'll see what she says when she gets back, but my eyeball is definitely twitching and I haven't had enough coffee this morning.
I had a moment yesterday where I realized the last time I saw L was at my birthday party last year and that I didn't have a birthday text/phone call from her, and I bawled again. Reached out to a friend and we chatted. Last time he saw her in person was also my birthday party last year. Part of me is ready for the "firsts" anniversaries to be over, and another part mourns that in time the pain will start to pass and not be so horrid.
Otherwise, SSDD.
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