My fiance is in the Army and just deployed a month ago, in three days. It's SOOO hard to be happy without him here. I'm scared that he won't come back from over there. It's so hard not knowing what's happening. When or if he's even coming back. I know I can't mope and dwell until he comes back. But I don't know how to handle things. I try not to let him know how hard it is for me, because I know it's harder for him. Does anyone have any ideas on how to cope without him here???