I just need to vent to some ladies who actually can understand where I'm coming from...
For whatever reason that has caused this (probably the tv show I'm watching) but I am seriously homesick. I'm so tired of not having any good friends (really any friends) here, I just want to be near my family and my friends. want to be able to do 'bride' things with my family and friends and not have to plan it for months in advance. I miss home. I know I have another month until I go home but.. I'm actually scared of going home because of how hard its going to be to leave.
How do you ladies handle being homesick? And how do/did you handle the moments of planning a wedding when you just wanted your family/friends there and they couldn't be.. the phone is only doing so much for me. Don't get me wrong I love having all the control and all the say.. but sometimes it'd be nice to have their involvement too.