Anyone around?

Swazzle

Hi there. I'm bored. FI just went to skate so I'm home alone with the kitters (who I'm still not talking to after last night) & the pupper. 

I'm still super sore & I had a shitty day again today. God I sound like the biggest whiner ever. I'm sorry

So who's here & what are you up to?

Swazzle

Ha! Great minds

PIZZA! I'm super jealous. I had a burrito bowl with extra guac (naturally) for dinner. 

I should get wine, huh?

beanbot2002

I'm here. on my tablet, so forgive the tpos and such. eating cheese puff balls and drinking beer for dinner. sitting in the house all by myself. depressed, so cheer me the fvck up, please.

Swazzle

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[QUOTE]I'm here. on my tablet, so forgive the tpos and such. eating cheese puff balls and drinking beer for dinner. sitting in the house all by myself. depressed, so cheer me the fvck up, please.
Posted by beanbot2002[/QUOTE]

<div>Oh Bean. I miss you :( </div><div>
</div><div>I want your (cheese puff) balls. </div>

beanbot2002

i'm also amused and annoyed that my fb status is geting likes. if i posted what i was really feeling, people would feel sad, or awkward, and i don't want to sound like a cry baby attention whore.

Swazzle

Beaner, tell us then. Nobody here will think you're a cry baby attention whore & if they do I'll sic Prince on their ass. 

peekaboo2011

Hi ho.

I'm here.  I've been watching Scrubs, and now I'm having a "maybe I should go to medical school" existential crisis.  I hate this feeling of being completely adrift and having not a damned clue as to what I want to do with my life.  And not having a job is not helping.  /rant.

I now want cheese puffs and wine.  I'll probably have to settle for vodka and tonic though.

peekaboo2011

Bean, I you.  More than you know.

Peaseblossom55

My internet at home has been wonky going to heat over to the BF's in a few.  So I'll wait to have a drink while I'm there.  Sweet tea vodka & lemonaide Meanwhile watching SYTTD.

Swazzle

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[QUOTE]Hi ho. I'm here.  I've been watching Scrubs, and now I'm having a "maybe I should go to medical school" existential crisis.  I hate this feeling of being completely adrift and having not a damned clue as to what I want to do with my life.  And not having a job is not helping.  /rant. I now want cheese puffs and wine.  I'll probably have to settle for vodka and tonic though.
Posted by peekaboo2011[/QUOTE]

<div>Hi Peek! I have no clue what I want to do with my life either. I should probably figure that out sometime soonish. </div><div>
</div><div>Get alcohol now. </div>

Swazzle

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[QUOTE]My internet at home has been wonky going to heat over to the BF's in a few.  So I'll wait to have a drink while I'm there.  <strong>Sweet tea vodka & lemonaide</strong> Meanwhile watching SYTTD.
Posted by danser55[/QUOTE]

<div>LOVE. Haven't had that in a while. </div>

peekaboo2011

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[QUOTE]In Response to Re: Anyone around? : Hi Peek! I have no clue what I want to do with my life either. I should probably figure that out sometime soonish.  Get alcohol now. 
Posted by rdr716[/QUOTE]

<div>Actually, I'm pooping now.  I'll get alcohol once I'm done.  My insides just decided to wage war on me.</div>

Swazzle

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[QUOTE]In Response to Re: Anyone around? : <strong>Actually, I'm pooping now.</strong>  I'll get alcohol once I'm done.  My insides just decided to wage war on me.
Posted by peekaboo2011[/QUOTE]

<div>I'm so glad we could be there with you. </div>

peekaboo2011

T - I'm trying really hard not to, but as I said in my long email to BF tonight, I really don't want to end up like my ex, and the fact that I can't seem to get anyone to call me back as far as job applications is starting to make me feel like I'm going to be 30 and living with my parents because I can't get a job.

TheMutleys

Kind of.  I cruising in and out. 

Brock just wants to cuddle on me, so I am immobilized with my laptop next to me.  Gavin is finally playing on the deck after being sick most of the week.  Hoping this means he is feeling better. 

I am waiting on DH to get home with Chipotle.  NOM!  There will be wine after the kids are in bed.  Less than 2 hours and counting. 

Confession:  I love our magic mesh screen.  I made so much fun of MIL when she bought it for us.  However, it enables Gavin to freely come in and out of the back door.  This makes the deck his 500 sq ft outdoor playroom.  Awesomesauce for me! (And him!)

Peaseblossom55

Cheesy puffs sound so good and lots of hugs Bean!!!!

peekaboo2011

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[QUOTE]In Response to Re: Anyone around? : dislike, but I'm giggling anyway.
Posted by hellotarra[/QUOTE]

<div>Poop is always funny.</div><div>
</div><div>I kind of want to play a game, but I have no creativity.  Anyone have game ideas for us to play?</div>

beanbot2002

i woke up feeling very bitter and angry about how some of my family have just brushed what happened off and expected me to just get over it. and unsure of how i'm gonna handle things tomorrow. and a bit upset about feeling like donald thinks i have a drinking problem. so every beer i drink makes me self concious. and just generally still sad. i go through the motions of every day life and i have good moments, but there is this terrible sadness that lurks underneath it all. i'm also sorry that my tablet makes it fucking difficult for me to capitalize letters and i'm too lazy to take the time to do it. i'm also heartbroken that my mom, brothers, nephews, sister, etc are all out having fun together and no one bother to fucking invite me . it really hurts. it's like they don't want to be bothered with someone who is going throug something heavy. and i feel very alone.

Peaseblossom55

Cheesy puffs sound so good and lots of hugs Bean!!!!

Swazzle

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[QUOTE]Kind of.  I cruising in and out.  Brock just wants to cuddle on me, so I am immobilized with my laptop next to me.  Gavin is finally playing on the deck after being sick most of the week.  Hoping this means he is feeling better. <strong> I am waiting on DH to get home with Chipotle.</strong>  NOM!  There will be wine after the kids are in bed.  Less than 2 hours and counting.  Confession: <strong> I love our magic mesh screen.</strong>  I made so much fun of MIL when she bought it for us.  However, it enables Gavin to freely come in and out of the back door.  This makes the deck his 500 sq ft outdoor playroom.  Awesomesauce for me! (And him!)
Posted by TheMutleys[/QUOTE]

So... there will be guac involved?

<div>That is really cool, why didn't they have neat stuff like that when I was a kid?</div>

TheMutleys

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[QUOTE]In Response to Re: Anyone around? : Whatever. You are still in pain and grief.  I cried all morning Monday.  I'm the crybaby.  I felt better after seeing the grief counselor.  Have you tried talking to a non-involved/emotionally invested person?  I'm afraid I'm not in a position to be a good sounding board right now.
Posted by hellotarra[/QUOTE]


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beanbot2002

peek, if it makes you feel better, i am 32, sitting in my underwear, drinking beer in my mothers house, where we live. i might as well be a 40 yr old bachelor screaming for some meatloaf.

Swazzle

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[QUOTE]i woke up feeling very bitter and angry about how some of my family have just brushed what happened off and expected me to just get over it. and unsure of how i'm gonna handle things tomorrow. and a bit upset about feeling like donald thinks i have a drinking problem. so every beer i drink makes me self concious. and just generally still sad. i go through the motions of every day life and i have good moments, but there is this terrible sadness that lurks underneath it all. i'm also sorry that my tablet makes it fucking difficult for me to capitalize letters and i'm too lazy to take the time to do it. i'm also heartbroken that my mom, brothers, nephews, sister, etc are all out having fun together and no one bother to fucking invite me . it really hurts. it's like they don't want to be bothered with someone who is going throug something heavy. and i feel very alone.
Posted by beanbot2002[/QUOTE]<div>
</div><div>Oh Bean :( </div><div>
</div><div>I would give anything to be there to give you a hug right now. 

</div>

peekaboo2011

Mutley, I want your life.

melmac86

I'm still here many hours later. I've found the internet to be a good distraction. I'd like to KUI with whomever is drinking, but I need to eat dinner and sadly I don't think alcohol will go well with my PB&J.

Swazzle

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[QUOTE]I'm still here many hours later. I've found the internet to be a good distraction. I'd like to KUI with whomever is drinking, but I need to eat dinner and sadly I don't think alcohol will go well with my PB&J.
Posted by melmac86[/QUOTE]

<div>Alcohol goes well with anything. </div><div>
</div><div>What kind of alcohol are we working with?</div>

Peaseblossom55

I laughed at the wedding crasher reference bean.

If I lived in the area I would come over and drink with you, let you cry and vent all you want.  I wont be in DC in early November though.

peekaboo2011

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[QUOTE]i woke up feeling very bitter and angry about how some of my family have just brushed what happened off and expected me to just get over it. and unsure of how i'm gonna handle things tomorrow. and a bit upset about feeling like donald thinks i have a drinking problem. so every beer i drink makes me self concious. and just generally still sad. i go through the motions of every day life and i have good moments, but there is this terrible sadness that lurks underneath it all. i'm also sorry that my tablet makes it fucking difficult for me to capitalize letters and i'm too lazy to take the time to do it. i'm also heartbroken that my mom, brothers, nephews, sister, etc are all out having fun together and no one bother to fucking invite me . it really hurts. it's like they don't want to be bothered with someone who is going throug something heavy. and i feel very alone.
Posted by beanbot2002[/QUOTE]<div>
</div><div>You are never alone.  Do I need to come over and snuggle you?

</div>

TheMutleys

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[QUOTE]Mutley, I want your life.
Posted by peekaboo2011[/QUOTE]

Not this week.  It's been a shittastic week.

peekaboo2011

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[QUOTE]In Response to Re: Anyone around? : Not this week.  It's been a shittastic week.
Posted by TheMutleys[/QUOTE]

<div>I'll agree with that.  But my favorite thing ever is having a baby fall asleep on my chest.  </div>

melmac86

We have summer shandy, warm Barefoot moscato, aaand I think that's about it, actually.