Well. BF was laid off this week. We've lost almost everything now. We were 20 days away from moving into our new apartment, and we were going in to sign the lease next week. Our bedroom furniture, which we've already ordered and set to deliver, now must be cancelled and our down payment refunded. All of the free furniture our friends and family have given us, I have no idea what to do with. We cannot even afford a storage unit right now.
His benefits are gone. What he will be getting in unemployment is not nearly enough to support us. My mom stopped supporting me a year ago, and BF voluntarily took over this responsibility - paying my cellphone bill, my car insurance, my credit card. But without his income, it leaves us both desolate.
As of July 30th, I will have no permanent home. My mom is selling our house. Her new apartment will not have a bedroom for me. I will have to sleep on her couch and/or rely on the charity of BF's parents and other friends.
Basically, I need some sort of miracle to happen within the next two weeks, preferrably in the form of a good-paying job (for BF or myself), or we have to put off our move for at least a month or two.
Ugh. *headdesk* I feel drained. I feel like a dishtowel that's been wrung out one too many times. My stress level is through the roof. It's been like taking one step forward and two steps back, every step of the way. I don't know how much more of this I can take.
170 Invited (holy crap!)
98 are coming to party!
29 have other plans
43 need to respond!
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