Hi ladies. I know I haven't posted in a while, but I've been really busy with work lately. But I had a really bad weekend this weekend and would love it if you could toss up some prayers/thoughts for me.
MY BF and I went out with some friends on Saturday and we are in a small town and just so happened we were sitting at the same table as the maid of honor from his first wedding. His ex and the girl don't talk anymore, she's actually still friends with my BF because of what his ex did. Anyways, I was a little taken aback when someone shared who was sitting across from me, but not mad or anything. It's a little uncomfortable because they've been divorced for 6 years now and I'd like to get to a point where people know "us" as a couple and not "them".
Well long story short, my BF feels I made a scene (I called the people we were there with and they don't feel like I did) but either way BF does and he broke up with me. Asked me to move out of his house.
He told me he wasn't sad, he didn't love me and we should've never moved in together. He says my insecurities/jealousy are too much and he can't take it.
I asked if we could compromise and I can just stay upstairs for a couple days and give him space and he said no. My mom and dad live about 35 miles away, so my mom came and got me, I was too upset to drive, so I packed a random bag of clothes for work or what not and went to my folks'. I didn't sleep at all and I haven't eaten.
He came home like 45 minutes after I did Saturday night and slept on the couch. Every time I tried to talk to him he told me to leave him alone and that we were done. He woke up around 10 on Sunday and said he was leaving and that I needed to have all my things gone by the time he got back. I didn't do that, I waited for him to get home so we could talk but he still felt the same way when he got back around 3 in the afternoon.
We were supposed to go to Vegas next month. We were looking at houses together and a car for me as I just sold mine and then bam, this.
I just don't get it. I am beside myself. I look horrible. I feel horrible and I don't know what to do.
I want to give him space but I want to call or text him so badly. I miss him so much already. We haven't spent a night away from each other since we moved in together in September and I just can't handle this pain.
Thanks for letting me vent.
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