Confessions!

GreenPepperBurger

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[QUOTE]Oh boy, confessions.   <strong>Let's see...I confess that I'm not 100% satisfied with my sex life.  I wish BF and I did it more. </strong> I know he does too, it's just that we are so busy/tired all the time, that we're only doing it twice-ish a week. I confess that during college, I put on 30 pounds.  Before that, I used to think of myself as really beautiful.  But since my weight gain, I don't feel beautiful or feminine, even though BF is so sweet about it & tells me I AM beautiful.  I wear clothes that mostly hide my body.  I went from being 5'4 around 140 (but I carried it well, my legs were all muscle from gymnastics) to being 5'4 173.  I have been dieting/exercising for the last 2 1/2 weeks now and am down to 165.5.  I'm afraid that it'll never ALL come off & I'll never look as good as I once did. I confess that I too am ALWAYS afraid of losing someone that is close to me.  I think the hardest part about dating BF is that he's human...and one day, he will die.  It's hard to know that everyone you care about will die one day.  It really scares me.
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This. We're very busy (well, he is now - I just sit at home recuperating) and I had to go off of BC so we're not really taking any chances right now. I know there are condoms, but...

I also wish I had the motivation/will power to lose ten pounds.

tafft1

I confess I am scared of losing FI to something before the wedding or shortly after.

I confess I cannot stand up to anyone..and feel like an idiot for being so passive.

I confess I am scared to lose weight because I feel like I will not be me anymore..but a  fake vision I was never meant to be.

I confess if I find out I cannot have my own kids I will probably need major anti anxiety and anti depressants for a long time..

I confess I hate how much time FI spends on WoW now that I quit.

jemmini6

i confess that i HATE doing laundry.  i can wash and dry them just fine, it's putting them away that becomes the problem.  they usually stay in the laundry basket until i wear all of them...and then the cycle starts all over.  i also can't decide if it's a good or bad thing that laundry is also my BF's least favorite chore.  we will both spend the day cleaning the kitchen, bathrooms, vacuuming, etc, but our bedroom is constantly littered with clothes. 

jeanacorina

I confess that I am REALLY looking forward to starting a family, even though DH and I both know that time isn't now. Every once in a while it seems like babies are all over the place, and right now that's how it seems. Maybe my wanna-be-a-mommy instincts are kicking in because I'm married and a SAHW for the summer. If that's the case it may be a loooooong summer for me.

I find myself feeling really emotional about weird stuff. Things that make me happy make me feel like crying. Things that make me sad make me want to yell. I'm tempted to take a nap EVERY afternoon. I seriously enjoy cooking dinner and having it ready when DH gets home... even though it's not always all that good. I feel good about trying.

But everything makes me think about having kids. We've been talking about moving, where to raise our future family, when to buy a house, whether to get a small fuel-efficient car or a more family-friendly SUV when we upgrade vehicles.

I confess that I'm slightly envious that DH is so logical that he can want something (like children) and be perfectly okay knowing that it's not time yet. While I'm left with blobs of emotions and weird impulses to "nest."

I feel crazy.