and im ready to break down! i didnt really think i would get to this point because ive been semi calm through this process..but it seems like everything bad that could happen is happening. ive had TWO loved ones pass away in the last week..my car is dying and we have to buy a new one..FI have been bickering almost every day...and i still have a few small things to take care of for the wedding!

i think im just emotional with everything going on..but i dont get why all these bad things have to happen 2 weeks before my wedding!sorry...i just wanted to get that all out.