This past January, my favorite grandma died. It was somewhat sudden, we found out on Christmas that she had a stroke, which led to many test showing that she had been having several major strokes over the years, but she didn't tell anybody because she didn't want to bother us. And over the course of two weeks, things went downhill and she passed.
At the end of July, one of my best friends ( one of my bridesmaids) was killed in a motorcycle acciedent. I was finally starting to get back to normal since my grandma and then I lost my friend and I am just completely lost. I know that I'm depressed, I have days that I just want to lay in bed and cry all day and I have other days that I'm ok, but that's all I ever am on my best days, just ok. I constantly think about her and all the unanswered things about her death, and some days I can handle it, but with stress from school and trying to finish up some wedding plans, I have more bad days than good.
I'm just wondering if anyone else had gone through anything like this and if you have any advice? Depending on how things are in about a month, I plan on going to see a counselor, but any other advice is apperciated.