So I am going dress shopping next week for my December wedding. I have 3 appointments and while most brides I think get really excited about it...I'm terrified. First, I am no where near in the shape I usually like to be in. Second, my future MIL, best friend, and another girlfriend are coming with me. My mom passed away less than a year ago. I'm devastated that she won't be able to come with me, but I'm also nervous to have anyone with me because it won't be the same. Anyway, I was just wondering if anyone else had these kinds of nerves before going dress shopping. How did anyone handle not being the size you wanted or were aiming for the wedding? What kind of realistic expectations should I have about shopping and how helpful people really are when they come with you??? All encouragement welcome

so nervous...