Sorry for the double post....I know many of my old E friends are over here now.
I posted about a month ago that I found out I was pregnant on 10/10/10. I was told pretty quickly that there were signs with my bloodwork that the pregnancy was not viable. They suspected a tubal pregnancy, and wanted to give me a chemo shot to end it. I felt no pain or symptoms and refused the shot. They kept following up and finally saw that the pregnancy was in my uterus, but the ultrasound could not see the baby. They had minimal hope that things were ok but I could not end it without a 100% answer. So I have been living in limbo for over a month, unsure of whether to be happy or sad.
This week I started spotting and cramping. It got a little worse yesterday and I was put on bed rest. Last night I woke up at 6am to full on late stage labor pains. I was completely not expecting that level of pain. It was the same level of pain that I had the last hour before delivering my daughter. It lasted for about an hour, and I almost passed out several times. It was exhausting. I fell asleep really hard after until about 2pm.
TMI warning:
I have not bled that much and I am terrified that it is going to happen again. I feel ok now and do not want to go to a Vegas ER room on a Saturday night. I want to be home. I have an appointment Monday to see if the miscarriage is complete.
I keep comforting myself with the knowledge that I got pregnant after less than 2 months of going off BCP...so hopefully this was a fluke and I will not have trouble trying to conceive again, which was a worry at my age. But my heart is definitely hurting:(