So, I just got home from my appointment with my doctor and words dont even begin to describe how fucking MAD I am.
I sit down and start telling him how since Ive gone back on the pill my weight has stopped going up but I am still not losing weight despite working out/counting calories, blablabla. He immediately told me to keep doing what I am doing for another year or two and I will be fine, as he is indicating I need to get on the scale (weighing in a whopping 7lbs heavier than I did this morning) and when we sat back down I kept insisting that I should be losing weight for everything I am doing and insisted I be refered to a specialist (and I specified an endocrinologist). He finally said he would and that there wasnt one in my city (which I know is a lie cause I looked it up and immediately I got suspicious) and he informed me that there is a long weight time and it is in a city about half an hour away. I pushed him for the name and he told me it was a clinic for weight loss - the fucking weight loss clinic I got sent to LAST YEAR when I complained that was total BULLSHIT. They give you a cookie cutter diet plan (EVERYONE gets the same plan, whether they are my weight or 300lbs) and its for people who know diick all about diet/exercise and it was no help to me what so ever. I told him I didnt like it there and thats not what I wanted and he commented that he didnt think I would like anywhere he sent me. I kept pushing and he agreed to send me to an endocrinologist pending my bloodwork and only if I remind him at my follow up appointment.
I fucking hate that man. FUCKK HIM. He didnt ask me any questions about what I am doing, he didnt seem to take me seriously AT ALL and I shouldnt have to fight this hard for my god damn wellbeing.
FUCKK!