This should be the happiest day of my life that we are planning. I have looked at my future husband and thought OMG I am sooo lucky to have this man being coming my husband. And that has just been today. I am marring this wonderful man that we have had an amazing wild fire of a relationship. We met back in January of 12 online and by late march early April we were living together. I have 2 kids and he has 2 kids.. We have made it work out so well that we have lived together all this time and have not had any fights or arugments at all.. We have open communitcation straight across the board! So what missing you might ask. My mother was killed 17 years ago coming this march in a head on collison by a Drunk Driver. My father just passed away this Feb 2012. So I wont have my parents there to see this. I have to admit I feel lucky because this is my second marriage and my father walked me down the aisle with my first marriage. But I know he would have had issues with me marring my prince charming cause my father to say the least was racist. I dont see color at all when I meet people. It is thier personality if I like them or not. but even thought I wanted my parents there. I do have a brother that would walk me down the aisle but I am worried do to some issues that I may not be able to count on him. Nothing really of his own fault, But he does have some mental issues. I have asked my fathers best friend to walk me down and he said that he would. So I am covered but I am worried about hurting my brothers feelings in the end.