so i went to my first official ortho appointment today and it was ALL bad news! At most, I'll get 50% of my previous usage back, and that's only if things go perfectly from here on out. I'm not allowed to return to work at all for 2 months, and it looks like I wont return to full duty. My career is probably over. It's making me so depressed im having anxiety attacks and blood pressure is up. this sucks SO bad! On the bright side Josh is getting more involved in wedding stuff. he helped me pick out my veil pattern and took me shopping for some DIY things. He's SO supportive!