Rough week, vent

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So the other dya I vented about my girlfriend who I think "stole" my honeymoon lol.
 And now I feel really pety.

Two things happened in the last few weeks. My Fi's cousin was taken off life support and his family was struggling with that. And today my best friends grandma died (and she was a family friend) and she was crying saying "im just upset that my grandma wont be there at my wedding" and I started crying too because my grampy died last year, around this time. and my grandma is really sick.

So now I feel really pety. And so I just wanted to sy that I know we complain and "vent" about wedding stuff, and moms and bridesmaids and DIY

but i think between myself and janelles dad asking for a divorce we all sometimes have to take the time to realize that life is more than that. I know i reminded myself of that.

In any eevent. I feel so MIA on this board too because I;'m so busy at work so just wanted to say "i'm still  here!". ha

And on a better note. Fi's cousin was raising money for a charity that gives water to people in africa. She wanted to raise $300 by her 9th bday and she didint manage to do tha t(she raised $280) and since her dealth, they have raiosed over 700,000. It's really incredible, you guys have to check it out.
http://mycharitywater.org/p/campaign?campaign_id=16396

Sorry tis is my wedding vent to life vent post. I just wanted to mention that i felt guilty about bitchin' about my friends and bridesmaid when people are going through tough stuff!!