so I was scanning a bunch of old family photos for our slide show and I came across one of my grandma and grandpa holding hands on the beach...probably in their 70's. I got all emotional thinking "I can't wait for that to me FI and me". Then I started crying because I remembered how my grandparent's marriage was kinda all a lie, with my gm being clinically depressed and my gp being kind of possessive. My emotions are all over the place, I hope I can get them in check SOON or I'll become bridezilla or get checked into a nut-house. lol