Hey Ladies,
How did you stay motivated?
Last year I lost 15 lbs an between then an now I've fluctuated an put a couple more on for a total loss of 11lb... which I've maintained. I did really well, going to the gym minimum of 5 mornings a week, eating well etc. Well since then I fell off the wagon.
We've been making healthy choices, more veg, cutting sugar, dramatically reducing sweets, junk food and even booze! But despite the ticking clock, I am having a really really hard time getting into the gym. It's been sporadic, but I hate going after work, just no desire after a 9+ work day an I've had a lot going on. So I was aiming to be at the gym for 5AM in order to go before work, but a 4:30 alarm is just sooo early. Since its been hard getting to the gym, FI an I have been trying to be fairly active, I dug out the soft ball gloves an got a frisbee, been doing laps in the pool instead of just floating and we just staretd dance lessons. An I go for walks on my lunch breaks instead of sitting in the cafe.
But I am afraid its not enough and my first dress fitting is in 2 weeks! So I am freaking a bit... I have always struggled with my body image an my weight an I know the number is meaningless if you feel good, but I am size four and still not happy. I have this image of my HS skinny days an maybe its no realistic but I want to be that size again. Everyone tells me I'll be fine an I'm OK, but I dont want OK, I want fabulous.