I don't know how I let my self gain so much weight! I was down at 139lbs in February and now I weighed my self this morning and I'm 166lbs. How! It's annoying! I have been struggling since I was 10. I get so frustrated. I don't really feel super motivated but I'm trying. I'm keeping track of what I eat I log in my exercise. I'm just tired of having to struggle! I know I can lose the weight, I just don't feel motivated. I don't have that "Today will be the day" feeling. I don't feel like I can push my self! I wish I had a nutrionist, a chef, and personal trainer and a therapist. Okay.. enough of that..enough crying about it.. I needed to get this out.. Thanks ladies for listening!